Nothing wakes up the mind like devastating news. It makes people think, and feel, and react, and wonder. There are days when you feel like you've grown up so much that you can tackle pretty much anything... and then you're stumped with questions and you realize you don't know all that much after all. The things we do everyday are tied to so much emotion. Some things are easier to execute than others. There are times when we don't even stop to think about stuff that need to be done... and others... well, you'd rather sleep it off or drink it away to pass time instead of rack your brain about it.

I am no stranger to devastation. I have had my fair share of nightmares. I have shed tears and lived enough days i had rather slept right through. You think you'd know how to handle such an emotion.

But i don't.
And for the first time in a long time... i don't know what to do.