Saturday, December 26, 2015

Saturday, December 19, 2015

The Force Awakens.

Chapter one.

It's a fresh new start.
Make this the happy one.

Monday, November 30, 2015

"Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want
 to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you
 don't want to fake being happy but at the same time you
 don't know exactly what's wrong either, there isn't a way
 to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.
 If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. 
People have stopped being comforting and being alone never
 was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you 
what's wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't 
know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You 
hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be
 yourself again, but until then, all you can do is wait."

Monday, September 28, 2015

The Invitation

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it’s not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”

It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.

It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

- Oriah Mountain Dreamer

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Summer, 2015

Arbitrary Mind Picks #104

1. Back tracking on my blog, i realized two things. First, is that i'm pretty fucking hilarious. Second, i really took that lomo look to another level.

2. Have i ever mentioned that the reason why i never promote my writing is because i don't like being an open book? Curious, since, well, you know... i write on a blog.

3. I've always known it. But now, more than ever, it is undeniably known for a fact... I am a night owl. And there is nothing i can do about it. There is nothing that will ever change that. That is how i am wired, this is who i am.
With that said, i just wanna yell out, "F#%k 6AM MORNINGS!!!"
(Summer is over. School starts tomorrow. I'm sad.)

4. TV Series = Crack

5. Childhood happens in the blink of an eye. You never believe it, until it happens to your children.

6. On that note- I highly dislike teenagers. The thought of the next 9 years scares the living shit outta me.