I mess up. I mess up a lot. And it eats away at me for days until my stubborn self pulls it together and attempt to pacify the monster in my head. I try not to. But it happens to me a lot.

Eventually, i correct whatever mishap was blown my way and the earth continues to spin on its axis and life goes on like i was never run over by an 18 wheeler truck.

Dylan is my saving grace. But he is not aware of the purpose he fulfills as a tender youngling sent to me during a time i used to think was "too early".

"Dylan" is a male given name in Welsh meaning "the great sea".

Universally (and i once read somewhere), the sea is known to wash away the pain and sorrow of the world.

Now you know.